Dreaded of that phase of life,
I am afraid it’s making a comeback…
Having decided to never see that part again,
This heart is apparently acting like a prey to that, today….
No more bygones again, please…
Alas, the heart isn’t listening to any of it…
Why when it was a full stop,
The heart is acting like it was a mere comma?
Not again please,
Yes, I loved,
Yes, I cared,
Yes, I dreamt of a life with him,
Yes, he was the one and always will be…
But…
With an end that couldn’t be any more painful,
I was done,
All done, to never look back in life…
But,
This stupid heart…
Shit…
Its acting weird since yesterday…
No, please,
No more looking back…
Having become like a dry leaf,
If it’s touched hardly again,
It won’t take a moment for me to shatter all over again….
Don’t, please….
Let me stay away from it….
Not again, please…
It took me years to come out,
And, what I see today is,
My heart, somewhere aching for it again…
Shit,
Knowing the consequences,
And a lot more,
Why damn this heart acting so stupid…
Not again, please….
Nyc intense post😅
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